Longing....

Nothing else 2 do except surfing da net.. friendster, facebook, blog... all oso update jor.. hotmail nobody on9 except ryan... zzz...

damn boring... cai ching haven reply.... waiting for his sms to inform me when should i help him... am i wasting my time waiting something impossible ?? all my fren r oc... i m nt... haiz... dissapointed.. i had tried 2 forget abt it.. .when i omost suceed, yon sheng n kim wei cum find me.. they said lai hong jao recommend me 2 do da video clip needed during da annual dinner... wanna thank hong jao 4 recommending me 2 bcum oc... i m quite happy... bt den, i think again : should i ?? m i juz hoping 4 stg impossible? i m afraid.. i did nt dare 2 face it.. da day will cum... soon... a month later, i think..

wat wil b when all my fren bcum comm n i m still juz a normal librarian...headache... den i'll have 2 duty alone while others all joking n giving orders at da counter... m i thinking too much ?? i duno... confused.. haiz... should a teenager face so much of problem?

write out jor feel relax a bit... haha... i will wait for his sms... dis mayb da las chance 2 proof myself.... i will try my best 2 proof i shouldnt juz b a normal librarian... thanks my fren for helping n consoling me... haha... frenz forever!!